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FRIENDLY LITTLE ABSENCE (A Dull Knife Story, Part Eleven)

 

FRIENDLY LITTLE ABSENCE

 (A Dull Knife Story)

Friendly Little Absence untucked her flute from her bag and began to play. As she did children began to appear, sneaking in around the fire near her, some tucking nearer and nearer to her, some straying so close as to lay their heads on her lap. Friendly Little Absence did not mind. The early evening sun lowering slowly as she sweetly whistled through the carved wooden tube. She loved these moments of serenity, children coming in, the smaller ones nearer the fire, the elder children standing further back, some holding each other's hands, others fondling each other lovingly, though trying to keep their fondness secret. The scent of young love filled the spring air, as much as the poplar frost covered their clothing with an inescapable yellow hue. Adults followed, when their chores finished, or delayed for the morrow, as the ascent of the moon climbed past the near mountain peaks. The sky darkened, the stars alit across the heavens, and Friendly Little Absence filled the air with her love.

The darkness which hung over them was more than mere night. She swayed as she played, the music reaching the heavens like a hymn to unknown gods, whispering their names, the names of all who had gathered to listen, the names of the children, their ancenstors, and all who had passed millenia before them. Her song reached the heights and depths of love, sadness, and all experiences that had come, or will come, if the universe would have its way. Friendly Little Absence knew that she was not the first to raise the heart to spires of heaven, nor would she be the last. Even stones, seemingly dead to the quick lives of seasons, knew their harmonies. All things that existed had a sort of life ,even the untended sand beneath their feet. Her song honored all this, and all that would ever be. And all listened, even the stars long expired, whose light lived on to tell their tale. Nothing truly ended. Nothing truly left its mark, except as heaven would have it. That was the nature of suns and the dark spaces between.

Friendly Little Absence played as babies fell into the depths of dream, and the moon passed above, parents lifting them caringly, tucked over shoulders and cuddled to soft embraces. Off into the darkness they would leave, packed into their shelters, hastenly erected upon the shores of the ice cold mountain river.

Those who remained curled into a solomn, quiet whisper of quietude, passion, joy, fear, and some slept, while others made love in private places or openly, for even the storms of oceans, the violent thrashing of storms, the grumbling of earth, nor the cascade of fire could not dissuade the passions of the living. Their song joined hers, their whispers sonnets to the heavens, their cries welcoming the spirits to join the next generation of creatures, they who will again join the short days ahead, past those her own generations would know.

As the fire died, nearly all would find their ways to their blankets, some small heat grew in bellies, some old torrents lived on in aged raggedness. Friendly Little Absence's breath spent, she put away her instrument, folded herself into the embrace of sleep, the coals before her keeping glowing company as she fell into her own darkness. The night was one of peace, though even the darkness kept its own company, for her, the dangers of the moment could be ignored, if only for a single brief span. As are all lives. As are all nights. No moment is without death's presence.

Beyond the sight of this simple blissful peace, Raised By Wolves crept closer, seeking. Songs of darkness. Songs of light. The sweeter the music, the sweeter the Silence. He heeded, and wept. Once is Nonce, he thought, as he crept past the slumbering bodies, their last moments of this day spent.